Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a dreary Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, like lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.

This condition typically start with intense pain around one eye that lasts up to three hours.

Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with sudden, excruciating agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.

What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center.

Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.

Ancient healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.

The disorder were only officially classified by global headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Leading experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.

In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.

Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.

Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.

A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.

Official guidelines on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some individuals.

But consultant specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.

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Christopher Russell
Christopher Russell

Elara is a gaming journalist with over a decade of experience covering esports and indie game development, known for her analytical reviews.